Monday, November 28, 2005

Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose, trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

it's wierd having a christian brother. he's not gone for any rituals or whatever yet but he's christian alright. nobody's stopping him, there's no reason to. it's just kinda wierd because you're brought up in a buddhist family where parents make you go to the temple to pray when you're a kid, they don't touch beef, they are vegans on certain days. and then you get the rebellious kid. break the rules, break the traditions. it's kinda cool but just wierd. sometimes, you just want the rules to keep you in but other than that, you just want to break them. it's normal (: hormones are a-raging, there is nothing you can do to stop that.

other than that, i have got to stop crying over every little sad part in any dorama i watch. it is bad for my tear ducts and it just means that i have to drink more water and my bladder isn't that big. sometimes, i think i'm pretty emotional, but most of the times i think i've got that face that says HIT ME NOW I JUST PISSED YOU OFF. sometimes. esp if you see me on the road after getting off the bus from school or piano. i got that face that you just wanna punch because my face is just so black. i know, i've been told, i've seen it. i just don't feel like changing it (:

love& fight!10:41 PM

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