peace

2006-02-26T15:23:00.000+08:00

can y'all please stand up? the world's falling down and you gotta put your hands together. world peace.

blogging is lousy. use lj instead! tons of homework yet to finish. i think this will become a ranting blog. it's easier that way. oh yeah. DUAEL THEATRE CLUB 24/25TH MARCH '06. SIEW MAY AUDITORIUM 7.30 TICKETS AT 10 ONLY. COME AND SUPPORT YEAH. YOU'LL LOVE IT. I PROMISE.

2006-02-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

we are sodding working okay? do you really think it's that easy for us too? we have papers to do, we have other commitments, life is not just cca. we have our own responsibilities to uphold and there are other certain aspects of life to keep up with. i know it's probably not your fault but don't make it sound like as if we caused all this mess. throwing us into the deep end was a stupid decision from day one without you telling us anything about what was happening and mostly you just saying: just do it your way, i don't really care. i'll just help with the acting. you never did that with the other seniors, so do you just hate our batch or something? we're small already, we're all trying to work together, so cut us some slack. it's not every recess that we can meet up. cat's working to the bone trying to get us by and she's doing her best, so just cut her slack. we'll get the jnrs together, we will do the best we've got but sometimes, independent learning is not the full process because SOMEBODY NEEDS TO WATCH IN AND YOU'RE NOT THERE. how the heck can you expect us to watch ourselves when we are in the soddy thing? there is NO WAY we can give an unbiased view so just stop your own hypocritical actions and procrastination and stop thinking the whole world loves you. we have an audience that needs to be satiated and we intend to do a good job.

so eff you and your ego

2006-01-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWONG-MING. YOUR FRANK SINITRA STILL A BIT WOBBLY BUT OKAY!
we're kranji-ing tmrw. and see all the sad people six feet under. but it's normal. it is a cemetery. i'm missing cca tmrw and i don't think anybody should be missing cca especially me because mal de mere is absolutely shaky right now. brrr. bro brought ddr set home and we were playing it just now. watch as i get fit. HM

2006-01-12T17:51:00.000+08:00

no love no glory
no hero in her skies
- the blower's daughter

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING CLARALALALA MAKE SURE TO PUT MY PHOTO INTO THE PHOTOFRAME I MADE FOR YOU <3333 mmmhm. i am reading the first chinese book in something like a year plusplus, not counting newspaper cuttings. HMMMM. so proud of myself actually! this is a must read book yay! lijie will find me the show and i'll watch it and understand it more! YAY. chem quiz tmrw. hm. we're playing with electrostatic energy tmrw in the new lab. YAY. yesterday's carl jnr's date was lovely. we shall do it more often and talk about 3boobs ~~job~~ like what audrey thinks it is! sylvia swears alot. alotalot. clara should stop it too. only i'm allowed to. it's been raining alot. it should stop. it's getting too cold to function. my fingers felt numb during maths and it wasn't from scribbling crap all over my paper too hard.

2005-12-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

147: don't stop me now, queen

HAHA virgin's playing top 500 voted all around uk. it is zomg good because they have zero rap and tons of good oldies and new ones. coldplay was 150 (: u2 was second last year. YAY. i need/i want jamie cullum's cd still. agh. have not finished maths yet. rather, i can't do it. was fooling around with yixin and cat today in the audi with the mini concert thing. quite farny actually. can go round bugging people and tell them to get ready, and you get those that are really nice, and the really nasty ones too. anybody heard of nietzsche?

2005-12-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

virgin uk radio is still the best :D they've got very funny ads like analogue and digital clocks and about nicotine gum so it's really funny to hear them. best thing is that they play tons of u2, james blunt and so far, after about two weeks of virgin radio, not a single rap. rahrahrah yay! i have got to learn my lines before school starts.
dad was talking about how jesus could have been born in china and the three wise men from japan came round bearing great gifts of sushi. and how confucius could be from iraq yet have the same wise words. hm.

2005-12-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

i had wierd dream of a man called josh whom looked like ioan gruffud (however he's name is spelt) but less grey. WHY. he was yelling at me and i was terrified as i sat in a huge bus and drank icky red carrot juice from a test tube. it was like the dream i had to shimin and me drinking icky red carrot juice too! OH NO. it was so bad. i am having wierd dreams and all of this happened in thailand where i practically retched out three quarts of the contents in my stomach everyday. WHY.

aaagh. kimura's hair is absolutely smashing. he's doing wonky smiles now. <3 i am obsessed with him in a very healthy way. sis drew him on the mirror after her bath. GOSH. you should have seen him.

2005-12-07T12:56:00.000+08:00

kimura changed his hairstyle ZOMG goodlooking <333 hated his hair in engine but loved the short hair in pride ((: anyways, finally saw GoF and like everybody said, not that great but i think the lines were not bad, esp from the weasley twins. and the cg was really good. like in the quidditch match, kinda bad they didn't do the match, it would be so cool. whole film was rather dark but i still prefer 3rd movie. RALPHFIENNES YAYAYAYAYAY he totally rocks as voldy. (: was hoping for something that looked even more gruesome but they can't really distort his face that much. hermione still looks frumpy in fugly purps dress, and cho is just ugh. she sounds so wierd with that thick scottish accent esp when she said, i'm rea-lleh sawry harray. dan's getting better at acting and tom is just brilliant still (:

2005-12-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

GAH mum has crowned me princess of darkness due to extreme uses of loser, lame and me being sarcastic. FINE. thinking of closing blog down. but must first find how to put kimura's picture on lj which might take long time. hm.
last day of cca was today and we spent the last 45 minutes talking lame stuff w chs boys whom turn out to be quite nice and one actually is from nyps and i didn't know! (: found cca to be really not a good way of using 9 hours everyday because i don't even remember what we did on the first week. it's like we did almost nothing at all. props are half done, costumes are still designing and pub is just doing way too much photoshopping to make posters look au naturel ): boo i want jan and snrs to come back and help! they were like the nicest snrs anyone could actually have because they are extremely good at what they do, and they act really well and lots of other stuff which qualify them as good snrs. i don't want to be sec4 ): it means cca stops in march which is obviously crud. i shall go back and be extra due to extra time :x
act cool buay cool = fool
act poser buay poser = poo
okay fool's poo

2005-11-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose, trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

it's wierd having a christian brother. he's not gone for any rituals or whatever yet but he's christian alright. nobody's stopping him, there's no reason to. it's just kinda wierd because you're brought up in a buddhist family where parents make you go to the temple to pray when you're a kid, they don't touch beef, they are vegans on certain days. and then you get the rebellious kid. break the rules, break the traditions. it's kinda cool but just wierd. sometimes, you just want the rules to keep you in but other than that, you just want to break them. it's normal (: hormones are a-raging, there is nothing you can do to stop that.

other than that, i have got to stop crying over every little sad part in any dorama i watch. it is bad for my tear ducts and it just means that i have to drink more water and my bladder isn't that big. sometimes, i think i'm pretty emotional, but most of the times i think i've got that face that says HIT ME NOW I JUST PISSED YOU OFF. sometimes. esp if you see me on the road after getting off the bus from school or piano. i got that face that you just wanna punch because my face is just so black. i know, i've been told, i've seen it. i just don't feel like changing it (:

2005-11-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

okie. pictures are up on yahoo (: am satisfied youngster who is brilliant too. either go here or go to my lj cuz some pictures are there too except more scaled down and everything. doing posters at 8 tomorrow. ack. must wake up early. might as well go running but then again, i dunno. maybe, maybe not. i miss nz and stupid as i am i left the contact list inside the book which is currently with sab&loo "£()*&"^!£&! cheers to me and my stupidity ): maybe will change layout soon.

2005-11-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

hokays. i shall tell you something that happened at the sulphur springs. i became a flower. a bee landed on my almost pristine white shirt and decidedly cleans its pollen onto my shirt, leaven yellow sticky grains on the middle of my shirt. WOW. i am a pretty flower! (: i SHALL i WILL i MUST post up pictures on lj because people are bugging. aghaghagh. rawr. fiveminutestocca
just saw emma watson in the yule ball dress.frumpy purple flower, old maid. gawd.even cho chang's dress is so much nicer and cho chang has a bulging forehead. ICK. MUST WATCH GoF! i am still waiting for my SMAP and Do As Infinity and Jamie Cullum CDs. this is the only time i want my siblings to read this post so as to get what i want for christmas. i is evil selfish twit. i know.

2005-11-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

and i'm back from outerspace and you just walked into my life blahblahblahblah i'm back from kiwiland where the houses are one storey high and the hills are green and hilly. my bro has not got my pictures into the thumbdrive ): HE PLAYS MAPLE TILL LVL 35 DON'T HELP WITH THUMBDRIVE. was watching the vids downstairs just now and i was like LOL jloo can't video. so shakkkkky and wierd. never focus on correct things ): but s'okay! i think we all look wierd on film anyways. nz was so fun! i wanna go back there again (w more clothes)! and i left the email list inside the book that is with jloo and now i can't add anyone on msn. BOO. ):
but besides the complaining, we got nice scenic shots and wierd peapods and uber good looking boys like scott who's HOT ~~but ten~~ i shall post pics asap!

2005-11-05T13:33:00.000+08:00

SMAP

wewt. last chance to hear smap and any other songs until 18th. everybody means well when they say you're stupid to go do duty till eleven the day before at choral night, but it's okay cuz it was quite fun and yeah, experience can never be bought. quite tired and i kept yawning throughout piano lesson today but nevermind. i don't want to go to sleep. shall buy back $60 honey from kiwiland! (:

2005-11-01T16:09:00.001+08:00

oh my gawd. last night's choral night was ugh. it was so trashy and really not up to standards at all. if we thought that last year's one was not good already, there's not much you can say about this year's. you have tons of people dropping or fumbling over thier lines, forgetting thier actions, emotionless, no depth stories and the list goes one. you get 'actors' that don't have any expression on their faces, it's just scary to watch. yixin renying and i were chortling through most of the show. i know it sounds really bad but truly, believe me, it was terrifying.

bus driver was uber slow ): but eventually so got to kap with the yellow daisies awaiting me on the other end <3 going to do backstage for next two nights, hope shows are okay or else i'm just waiting to court disaster.

2005-10-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

tokyo noir

3cds i really want:
jamie cullum's new album, catching something.
SMAP, sample bang!
Do As Infinity, dunno whatsis name

one thing i think i really should get especially when it's coming out of my pocket and on account that my cd player is cranky: mp3. ipod shuffle 512Mb (: i think. or the 1G one. the one that can store 200 songs la.

my mum is more worried about my trip than i am. ming ah! why haven't you started packing yet! how are you clothes? Need more pants and shirts? got your sunblock with you? you should wear your contacts when you're sailing!

my cd player is wonky. i think it's because i kept on playing the pride ost overandover again. now it makes a scritchy-scratchy sound when i put in another cd. ugh. my eoy results are disappointingly disappointing, didn't even hit the mark i was hoping for, with or w/o jap included. shyat.

pictures from audrey about semakau trip.

lijie looking extra :x

HELP! is plastered against bus but looking too happy to be real.

looking ARTISTIC.

THREEFIVE YAY! (:

2005-10-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

air-

threefive decides to bring FOOD for semakau trip thus leading to disastrous effects such as mass food stocking in body with oil, fat and salts. chips chocolate fishballs icecream period. i say we cut down before we become gluttons but this kinda shows we're doing this whole unity thing. it's brilliant (: at breakfast in school at 1130. mainly baguette and icksome supposedly fruit punch snapple :/
doing shoeboxes for theatre tmrw. bwahaha. pictures of today and kimura at lj click me!

2005-10-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

pride-

was watching the love&fight scene again and again and again. started of with lovely and fighter, then tomo and halu start doing hand signals and telling lame one liners like i saw this lady walking a fish O.o and it was going guruguru and there was this dood who was supposed to be a pirate blahblah. then they go on with their macho tug-off-shirt and yelling routine bwaha.

sports comp thing was uh YAY. for football. jinny and sylvia were like pros and sylvia did a header. w00t beckham. (: we won we won we won. go threefive! I WANT DO AS INFINITY

2005-10-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

i have pictures falalalalala :D

sam looking apathetica

hermione granger looking chio with bad eyebags and hairy eyebrows >)

ENGINE RAHRARH ENGINE <3

my exam timetable just before physics exam. liquid everything away :D

sec4 grad dinner, with shimin trying to blend w sec1s

bro mugging hard. actl not really :x

hehehhex went shopping to buy stuff for nz w mum. yeehaaaw

2005-10-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

ENGINE ENGINE ENGINE :D
takuya takuya takuya <3

THANKS GEN FOR BUYING. am now proud owner of pride and engine in which both casts are really good, like koyuki, yuko takeuchi, and engine has a whole lot of cute kids. mustwatchmustwatchmustwatch!
am real crud at exams but i am still passing. thank god for sias, you have saved my life a ton. and of course, uh, nothing to do in class, was sleeping in audi during stupid chinese talk about uh china and taiwan? lady just stood and talked and talked and talked, then we made blu-tack rose, heart, star with ali (: and gen sneaked to controls room to slack ):

2005-10-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

OHMIGOD. PRIDEPRIDEPRIDE <33333 it just ended! ;-;

is very sad as now there is nothing nice to watch from 7.30 to 8.30 at all ;-; takuya kimura and yuko somethingsomething are so good together except kimura is uh 32 and yuko is 25 \: but they are so good. AM BUYING DORAMA GEN! so i shall lend you when i finish watching everything all over again with no stupid commercials HAH!

spent 5 effing hours folding a hundred stars for dad's birthday tomorrow and i just found out that wheelock place has a place that sells japanese imports YAY!

2005-10-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

ramen: $5
adidas: $8
orange julius: $0.70
billabong wallet: $4.50
neos: $4.50
total: $32.20 (i think) = big chunk of this week's money gone

and they were all split! like adidas for anita cap and ball, wallet from ali gen xiner BELATED BIRTHDAY, neos for the uh. fun of taking spas-o retards of me and incredibly cute non-retards like xiner gen and ALI. <3 and uh, yeah. was sitting at the ramen place and we were like HAHAHA must sit like good ny girls because we were next to the glass where anybody walking from heeren to cine can see retarded us.

peace corps babe! love,peace,pride,fight!

2005-10-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

corinne may! (: love the voice. KIMURA TAKUYA! love the hair (: big diff between kawaii and goodlooking. draw the line, honey. tv slots as follows:

monday 6.30-7.00 xmen. 7.30-8.30 TAKUYA TIME <3 pride!
tuesday 6.30-7.00 xmen. 7.30-8.30 TAKUYA TIME <3 LOVE AND FIGHT!
wednesday 6.30-7.00 xmen. 11.00-11.30 peacemaker
thursday 6.30-7.00 xmen. 11.00-11.30 peacemaker
friday 6.30-7.00 xmen. 11.00-11.30 peacemaker

it just so occurs that dinner falls in between xmen and pride which means i either not eat and get yelled at by mum and dad, or eat so fast i don't taste what i'm eating and get yelled at by mum and dad. intriguing but it works. half an hour to peacemaker and i've studied maths for an hour half. i hope to pass.

2005-10-04T18:01:00.000+08:00

press the button-

sent sms to 98fm, SO RETARDED >) got actually read out ROFL. gen, ali xiner let's pia hard for bio tomorrow and make lee proud yeah! lublub. jeremy can't read chinese names. he was like eem ming and xeener. lol. that's okay because jloo doesn't do any better at pronouncing my name.

lubdubb. lubdubb. bro's friends are downstairs. one played some grade 7 piece. lol. sounded kinda uh rusty. they laugh at practically anything. all i hear is hurhurhurs, and then silence and then hurhurhurs, harharhars you so retarded. hahahah. yeah.

2005-09-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

did i tell you i was going to fail? I know everybody is saying it, but seriously seriously very seriously, i just might fail. soddy japanese. YOU ARE NOT AMUSING. i stare at the paper and i start sleeping just before the listening test, and i leave a huge ink stain because i forgot to cap the inky pen and it smudged so i can't read the word.
KIMURA TAKUYA. (: gna watch gna watch gna watch. yayayayayay date with wanfang and jieying already. when i bluetooth the pic to my notebook i'll post it. it's a gorgeous dao picture of him. even if he's 32 and married with two kids and doesn't mean one can'e idolise!

2005-09-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

my tear ducts have never worked so hard in two days. i must like OH NOOOOOO DON'T DON'T DON'T! and AGH. crycrycry ;-; i feel pathetic crying over this. but then again, it's called stress relief! guess what i've been doing for the past hour and a half! looking at pride and kimura takuya! :D:D:D <33333 AHAHHA. takuya fetish. mmm, mmm. bored on monday and tuesday nights? watch PRIDE on channel u at 7.30! :D:D

Go to your iTunes and put it all on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and after each one press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

What do you think of me, iTunes? Fly me to the moon (rawr.flyflyfly!)
Will I have a happy life? breathe easy (whhheeeehooooowheeehoooo.aorta working over time)
What do my friends really think of me? black and white town (am i THAT boring?)
Do people secretly lust after me? signed, sealed, delivered i'm yours (AHAH.i'm good stuff)
What does [insert significant other] think of me? dearest (ickickick.i will never call 'significant other' that)
How can I make myself happy? breathing (is that all i do?)
What should I do with my life? overjoyed (happyhappy gogo!)
Why must life be so full of pain? summer sunshine (apparently not)
How can I maximize my pleasure during sex? love and destroy (PHWOAR.takes knife out)
Will I ever have children? a moment like this (hmhm.pondering)
Will I die happy? sing for the moment (i hope so. LALALA)
Can you give me some advice? i had a dream (i tunes, what does it mean?)
Do you know where your children are? thunderbirds are go (do they watch this or something?!)
What do you think happiness is? sensitive subject matter (ayeaye, i agree)
What's your favourite fetish? thousand miles (walking? travelling)

2005-09-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

odious repugnant abominable

something cool for the bored! type go google, type 'failure' and press 'i'm feeling lucky' .it will seriously make you laugh if you know what's going on in us. rita is upon them! why is george effing bush not helping as much as everybody thought? WHY WAGE WAR. fool!

2005-09-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

army of love

i'm ain't no superstar,
the spotlight ain't shining on me.

cheers to all mugging, we have just become muggers inc. we live to cram. it's down to eight days

maths-naught
bio-5 more chapters
chem-10 odd chapters
physics-naught
english-i will pass you with flyaways! >)
chinese-call me dumb
social studies-bite me

2005-09-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

et tu brute?

everybody has started something. i JUST started. NOT GOOD SIGN. ACK. you pummel and hack but you're hardly half way there. so what's the point of studying? you cram one minute, the next minute: huh? did i just study that? ijustcrammed2monthsofbiointomyhead. ouch.

2005-09-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

purps sausages and potatoes-

"you think i should get rooster's cd?"
"don't bother, i think colin has it"
"right"
"maybe. not sure. most probably though"

brother will try to make my life easier by getting pirate friends of his to get loads of music and some net games. got a headache now. splitting type. have not started on homework yet. i feel quite retarded actually. never have started mugging so early before. and that was like 2 weeks ago! WOW. am actually impressed by my own studious efforts.
mooncake fest thing was quite lame actually. boring,more of it. pong!wanna go ny?yay! and shimin says no! so boring, i'm too lazy. so we don't go =x and it gets so lag. start burning lanterns, start trying to guess riddles, start ligthing lanterns before burning them, start running like mad people, start walking around school aimlessly. thank goodness there was an yixin.

2005-09-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

roll in the carpets;

OKAYX.the internet finally decided to work after 495873495873495874 times of shutting down and restarting. dad's going to bring me down to the bank to get a card thing! ahahaha. and i am feeling very very very very rich. spent about an hour counting my money to bring to the bank and i found a stack of redpackets under my mattress. came out to about 500 or so. i have yet to be paid for my services during xmas where i spent an entire week baking cookies for my dad's clients. and they were like MMMM. GOOD. and scoffed the lot. apparently i am a culinary genius.

2005-09-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

city of angels-
hark! iris, googoodolls

googoodolls are ZOMG good. YAY. must listen more to good bands that haven't faded yet in the past ten years ((((: cat and yixin came to study ss today and we watched kill bill. and they are so sadistic. they were laughing at the guys with their heads chopped off. i admit its funny actually. they kinda spew out at first in full force, so the blood comes out from severed necks like a water fountain, and then it stops into spurts. it's really funny (: it's sooo exaggerated. but it's great! BWAHA. >)

2005-09-01T19:59:00.000+08:00

troy is awesome(((: i know it sounds old but i just watched it last night. couldn't catch it in the movies. dang nc-16! sean bean and eric bana were brilliant! even peter o'toole and orland bloom. paris was irritatingly niave. yixin came over and watched it in the evening. she stayed for dinner. <3 great day with yixin!

didn't go back to ny after teachers' day celebs. this year's one was ugh. didn't like it. and 305 had no food! felt so inadequately prepared and nobody bothered to help. we need to change some things.

2005-08-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

WE TAUGHT SHENYANG STUDENTS TO PLAY SCREWED RUGBY. and they don't even listen to us -_______-" pissified. gaaaah. somebody tripped me, and now my knee hurts and yixin grabbed me with her uber sharp nails (ACCIDENT!) so i have this blue black scar thing. gaaaah. i hate myself. why am i so accident prone? jo yuwei and i have been manga loaded for the past few days. like since monday. i think tablemates rocks ((:

2005-08-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

i am going to fail the exam ): screwed up the scales. bah. wanted to go cross country ): can go and walk and slack and whatever. heard that vic won. YAY GO TCN AND VIC ((((: tang is uber happy.

2005-08-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

;furor frenzy

everyday somebody learns something. today i learn that chem teachers can be n.e.r.d.s with squeaky voices and high pants. the next day i learn that it doesn't change. what happened to the days when the teachers taught from the textbook and the papers were set from the textbook and people could mug 2 days ahead and still pass? right. it's gone since the days of the 70s and 80s when my mum mugs for As by doing something besides mugging and do well. if ny sets such retarded standards and hope people can pass (like me) then forget it. i might just give up and go to the o-track where lubly yixin and cat sits.

2005-08-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

resort extortion;

HELLO. we are getting frogcited (: or so deline soh says. in com lab now being bored and gna ask qns later if i want to but not really. perks and jerks (: ahahaha. feeling bored. shannon is reading blogs. yuwei drew me kazu-chan on my foolscap paper cover. AHAHHA. SO CUTE. yuwei will scan in a send it to me and i'll put it here. AHAHHA. everybody looks bored.

2005-08-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

contagious-

i am sniffling a bit from unknown flu/virus/idontknowwhat. i feel like a slob. a slob in an okay-thin form (is that possible?). my m&s bulls are getting soft. i know that sounds a bit wierd but they're just sweets for heaven's sake. oh god forbid me from saying nasty things. okay, back to being a slob. i don't do work on saturday. that's a rule. so i'm stuck with cramming on sunday which is NOT a good idea for slobs like me because i've got digital cable which means a hundred different channels to pick from including german, japanese and chinese. maybe even the occasional korean. but anyway, when you mum starts talking to the aunties in the clothes shop you know you've gotta go. and you've gotta go for piano because the exams are a-coming and then you've got a test to cram for and your sister and brother are OUT sailing and you're at home feeling muggy.

2005-08-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

sardonic grins;

i was looking at some nat day pictures and damn am i patriotic now. was browsing through real player and then chanced upon this clip of the whole national day filming and since i was being squashed breathless by indians, malays, and chinese at the esplanade and what not trying to view fireworks, i watched it on the net, a week after nat day. and we were singing patriotic songs the day we went wang qing yuan and who cared if we went out of tune because i don't think anybody bothered to hear us over the noisy throngs. bwaaha.and nat day celebs in school, went on stage with shiying to explain her face paintings and everybody went AHMING that was so cool! whoa explain until like that, ahahah. some said it sounded like a rap :/ and we started singing songs that kinda went off key most of the time. haven't sang the anthem in a longlong time. hm. i think next year would be just great. (:

2005-08-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

denigration;

i feel very sick. i think it's the waves from the tv. watching too much tv is bad for you. ttsk. after cca yesterday, i called my mum and she said we're going to the goat farm. and i'm like aagh i forgot! why are we going to the goat farm at 6? and then we get to the goat farm and we get nice dinner and start trying drinks. as in alcohol. and i get cognac and beer and wine. why do people like alcohol? and i'm sitting there sipping bits of cognac which burn my throat and turns my lips to ice, and the wine is kinda bitter-ish, woody tasting and beer is, beer. and my bro is like yay!so fun. then he starts to talking to leon which is now a dad, so he's uncle leon and it's so farny cuz he's like 27 and is quite young and we've known him as leon, not uncle. so we start sniggering. and then we get to see a goat giving birth! which is quite cool, with tons of blood (mental prep for cutting of pig's heart next wk) and the goat's like 'screaming' but the babies(2) are still born and like jelly :/ sad. quite fun, then i went home and started praccing piano and i feel a bit tipsy from all the alcohol. not alot, but still, i'm 15! and my fingers feel light and wonky so i can't really play :/

2005-08-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

thanks to all batch mates for beautific splendiferous wonderful sunday evening which we all hold dearly to our hearts and yixin and sam for not-so-fanry day on monday <33

and the flame of passion will just keep growing stronger and never blow out cuz we're always here for you. hope all sec4s can carry on being one of the best seniors one can hope for. ((: i dont care if the table cloth caught fire, or the noodles spilt, or the drinks toppled, or the chips ran out, or the balloons could not be reached, or the guests were infamously gunned by the bouncers we all had a great time in our funky get-ups and who cares if the teh teacher didn't rsvp till so late. hope you guys all had a great time (((:

2005-08-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

puur-

i lost 1.5 kg (((((((: ohmigosh. must be all of today's walking ahahah. it helped! after piano, walked to fareast get prez for jieying, then went to taka buy heavy stuff for party, cheese is ex at 7.90 per block, then to popular where the pens are outrageously priced but no choice then went home had lunch then took bus to school and was walkin round school to find teachers, but CANNOT find so it's a wasted trip to get tables ): then was feeling bored so walked to evelyn's house which is like sosososososo far in i am surprised i didn't get lost. was so hot walking in the sun then when got there, went in 5 minutes to ask about tables and the aunties there were like ah here can la, can fit 20 people, got chair? no chair. nevermind i ask my friend bring okay? okay! was thinking, can borrow neighbour's table or not? maybe la.
then walked all the way out and made nice detour to see nyps, and it was like so calming and everything and the memories start rushing back, and then i see this sign: NY KINDERGARTEN. so it was true! what cas said about kids gna find it hard to hold their pee in start pee-ing on the long corridors. ahahaha. so lame. then walked to bus stop, took bus and then went taka got buy like 4x1.5litre 7-up bottles and some tonic water then walked home with stupid load. so tiring then the dog don't wanna bark to wake anybody up to open door for me. then slacked and slept while watching teevee.can't wait for tmrw!so cool! i'm gna bake ahbrowns tonight ahahah <3

2005-08-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

my brother is in the other room talking to me on msn. how loser is that? sec4 farewell coming! so excited! can't wait! so cool! so sad! sherm was telling me about the new play. sounds fun. too bad there isn't a character called the retardd grandpa/grandma or child frustrated so smashes guitar. ahaha. i want can (: CAAAN. dad and mum in hongkong till unknown date. bro sniggers as he becomes my guardian. we might see america! ahahah. that is so cool. this com is too quiet. there is no music. yet.

2005-08-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

MSN IS LIKE WORKING. I CAN'T FIND MY THUMBDRIVE. 5TESTS ARE GNA BE OVER TMRW. i can't find my thumbdrive howhowhow. got everything inside now what to do. blaaah. am tired and numb because i have been studying chem at 5 in the morning and it didn't even help. like hellooo you study so you pass, if you can't pass then whats the purpose of the test huh? mum and dad are in hongkong so i put my parental guardian as my bro. i think he'll crack.

2005-07-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

lost 5hours!-

can't believe my mum let me sit down and just watch lost for like 3 hours or so. ohmigosh. and i haven't started revising and 4 tests next week and i don't even know what it's on.like hoohohoh crap. janice came back with her friend to play rugby ystd and they were teaching us cool stuff and we realised that tang has taught us how to play rugby-unknown. it's like not supposed to stop once you get tagged but you gotta move back 3 metres and it carries on for 3 tried and you do the halfdummy thing and then you run. janice and her friend run so fast and blahblah it is freaky. they beat us like 5 nil, 4to2. ahahha maybe i should go join touch rugby in hc (: btw, you MUST watch the adidas impossible is nothing new ad on teevee, it's been out ages and it's really cool, and the heineken ad about going to unknown planet, it is awesome. and hp new trailer for bk4 and you see really good looking people like fluer,krum(!)and diggory. harry doesn't count as he is hideous. go watch!:D

2005-07-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

-57straws!

went kallang basin to pick trash for 15 minutes. was thinking of pon-ing 3rd lang but i didn't cuz tian had everything under control yay! jo lent me her harrypotter(!!!) and i was reading it everywhere cuz mum won't buy it yet -.- and i read it at home and before dumbledore died my mum called so all i did was sniffle and when he got buried i almost wet the pages but it was jo's book so i sniffled on tissue instead. it is so saaaad and traumatic, but some bits are plain corny. and dad was too lazy to read it so i told him the story in 20 minutes and he was like ah good! okay! we just covered book 5and6 together! ahah!
ihatecormacmclaggen):

2005-07-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

turnip!-

ralph fiennes is voldemort ((((: ralph fiennes is cool,calm and collected and is like a super uber good thespian. he did red dragon and his brother was in shakespeare in love which qualifies him as brill (: ralph fiennes rocks! sabbats are boring except for turnip which eats flies tadpoles and ants.

2005-07-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

don't cha wanna ride-joss stone

burning howl for yuwei! kaya is yuck! i cut my hair ((((: like finally! wheehooo. my head feels really light, as if i'm tipsy or something, but i'm not! because half of my hair is gone. ahahah. and it's layered like crazy so it looks like as if i have no hair. and i can mess my hair anyway and it just goes back to normal and that totally rocks (: i love my short hair. was thinking of changing blog layout to one w a mulan pic. it's blue and blur except for nunus. it's when vic starts running in. it's totally cool! but nah. i'm gonna leave it for now.

2005-07-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

epethilium cells may you rot-
;ragtag mess bag

spewing nonsense again but it's okay! the tests are over for the week(: i think hlm got cancelled because nobody in the right mind would bother reading about jia bao yu and his incestrous affairs with long distance related cousins who eventually die.
was reading harrypotter5 and i started sniffling when sirius died ;-; at least it wasn't as bad as the first time when i actually wet the pages. gah. wanted to go for track finals but nooo there was 3rd lang -___- hurrrumph. go and support people also cannot then what's the use. not doing any hw tonight and was half watching some pretty cool jap show by k. akira and quite farny also cuz it's quite old. aaaahahah.

2005-07-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

new word: aplomb aka self confident assurance;poise

am i aplomb-ing? no i am not. i am getting tired and sleepy and a bit cranky and i have not studied for stupid bio or down maths. yesterday's foa thing was like high then pissifying due to a certain idiot. ): blah. was sitting next to tiny durian tree eating wonky dinner with shimin, cat, yixin and evelyn and watching the notebook. haven't finished it yet! on her portable dvd player. and it was quite cool then we had to sell tons of program booklets and i raised the least ;-; but it was okay! because we still had a great time slacking in evelyn's house and all. bwaha.

UNO with out U there is NO team/us (:

2005-07-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

i have so much time on my hands, legs, body, feet. that is the wierdest feeling i am having right now. lis gave me a letter and i was reading it during cme and i felt so sad and it's not tragic sad but more of innoncence-hath-been-lost but now its mulan-is-not-here-i-can't-function-properly sadness. it kinda reminded me about how silly i could be and how dumb some stuff really were but 90% was enjoyable truly breath taking. and vic went on stage today and did signature move and i was like seriously happy i don't know why. and all the random tcn-ers were liking walking up and down the first floor classrooms and talking lame stuff and everybody enjoyed it. lis says tmrw watch movie! YAY.
tcn-ers! let's all start running before we turn flabby,chunky and useless!

2005-07-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

;jamaican 13, man-

was talking to shannon during jap and so i didn't learn a single thing at all :/ i feel lost but not depressed, lethargic but not tired, brainwashed yet not empty. and all because of mulan being over ;-; oh gosh
thank goodness sec3 clearing up drama store tomorrow or else i don't think i would feel right. and tang is seriously dao-ing me -___- i hate being dao-ed. no matter who.

2005-07-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

;you&me-lifehouse

i am currently stuck between relief hyper overwhelmed sad. mulan is finally over and i feel like this whole chunk just got out from my heart, yet its missing. aaagh. now there's nothing to worry about! no more sec4s ;-; no more nothing. no tcn for a whole week ;-; i don't think i'll live. oh my gosh. howhowhow. but mulan totally rocked! there was the perfect show on sunday. and thanks to all that gave me flowers and jieying for earrings, and clara (bro's friend whom i dunno) too. i love you guys tons and tons for all the support and making the two shows full sellouts! there were tons sitting on the steps and i owe it all to you guys. you guys are the greatest. and not forgetting, the whole of tcn i love you all! i wrote messages and they all come from real deep down even though it was 1 when i wrote them.

i clearly remember the first time i stepped into the lt and there was tcn down there praccing joy luck. and cat,yixin and shimin all wanted to quit. thank god we didn't all those hard work finally paid off! all those 9 months of intense training and getting everything perfected until it was so great until this show was produced. all those sweat and tears and trampling over people (if needed) and all those yellings from tang was all worth it!

everybody came like cas! and MANDY DARLING and all those tickets i sold wheehooo. and all those flowers all the roses, and that two days, i loved roses like with hell to geberas roses were my fave that two days. and i was backstage screaming and hugging and practically close to tears. to van whose back i rubbed like crazy to relief my panic, to shumin who let us wipe our sweaty palms, to vic who yelled for pants to be put on, to cat and yixin for dressing evelyn up, to sam and sherm my lovely pineapples <3333 and LISABEL BABE for letting me kick you when i needed it and doing that impressive FIGHTSCENE which i will NEVER forget <3333333333 and people who understood the show and were like super uber impressed by it like mandy, shiying, cas, family, blahblah. i am so impressed by you guys love you all tons!

mr tang! i'm really sorry i broke your car but i didn't know ;-; dont get mad at me and don't kill me or dao me or anything. and mr tan our papa, who handles the cash and the tickets when we got them at 7 in the morning when you came in for work!

and before mulan there was nothing to worry, everything was stress free and then mulan dropped her head on us and we carried her all the way to impressive heights (sounds corny i know) and it was no big deal cuz we did it! and now i am so happy i never quit theatre and even though i was super freaked out by having to take over yawen's role but never did and so much stress in like a 1 minute conversation with tang, i don't really care.

iloveyoutheatre

2005-07-07T11:50:00.000+08:00

;1moreday!-

ohno. getting kinda freaked out but its okay! cuz we can do it! ahaha so lame. supposed to be doing bsd now. ggurrrh. ahahaha. sitting next to shummy is fun! we do lame things together sometimes. it is very farny :D love shummy. and now there's a new zealander in our class called bridget. she sits next to me sometimes. she rocks too. she's really nice. YAY. my spirits have been lifted O.O

2005-07-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

was pissed. repeat:was pissed. now i'm not.
bro back from spain/italy (can't remember which) from sailing in a lake which is prolly bigger than singapore. O.o; chinese compo awaits me! leg cramp during practice and i was seriously blaah because i was training so hard backstage then tang was yelling and it was not my fault -__- whatever.
bro said there was a elderly windsurfer who did the wtf sign to him and apparently wtf in italian is the same as eatmore in indian. pretty scary.

2005-07-03T17:31:00.000+08:00

-O.o;
in an act of impulse (hate that word) here's this post that i will dedicate to tcn de sec3s <3:

shimin: babe!stress i know! but you will pull thru like what you usually do. and we don't go for jiang anymore aren't you happy (: you lil bro scene is really great and you're really good at correcting my mistakes but sometimes you get so jiggly and worked up cuz of stress so chill alr! love you loads. and you are a goodgood costumes mistress and a greatgreat councillor jiayou!

evelyn: i know you know that i know my behind is like a box and i know you know you're trying really hard to improve me and i know that i can do it! but you gotta relax a bit and don't worry about tcn so much cuz we all know we're gna pull through like duh-well! don't push yourself so hard and don't get sick. hope it's not pneumonia bronchitis or summing. relack man!

yixin: ahh lame jokes :D don't stress bout nunus or anything else cuz shimin and the rest of us will take greatgreat care of you YAY okay? you are like super dee duper great and you are great with the juniors and you work well with everybody so jiayou! dont fret yeah <3

cat: yo cat! last time see you in class, now still see you in cca, very sian! no lah just jk. you are a great friend! must not slack okay! you can do really well as leader of nunus and as long as you work hard your fight scene will be one heckuva good performance! no fear!

bettina: you and vanessa = grannies haha! your fight scene is like uber good and well perfected. but you must mingle with the sec 3s more okay! you are not alone! must talk with us more! and then right you dont boss me round left wing k i don't like -__-; boo. just tell me nice ok i promise i will behave :D

TCN: you guys rocks my socks and will forever be rocking them! great work sec1s! sec2s must bond more and sec4s this is your last peice so make it a great one! yupyup love people! esp wanna thank jessie for being great props assistant. love you!<3

2005-07-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

did i tell you i was slacking?

orlando and heath on HBO last night! :D <3 5moredaystomulan. was doing the hand stand on the porch cuz there's no room in the house and my dog was blocking me. and when i did get some hang time i fell --; dad=grouchy

rehab was inevitable. a year of drinking, smoking and eating fried quails' eggs with lump fish roe on polenta biscuits is enough to make enyone have to hide from the world and paint images of the inner child using only their left hand.

2005-07-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

;shaking leg-
7 more days to mulan! ah! helphelphelp. am scared stiff. what if nobody likes it, what if nobody understands it, what if what if what if. was feeling lazy today so no new moves. just praccing everywhere on 4th level. janice came :D:D telling us bout block test and heckcare ccas. which is good cuz i don't think i want a cca but janice said should! cuz it's the only fun part about school in jc. ahhhh janice rocks :D i think i'll feel crushed if people are unsatisfied about mulan. will be missing youth day funfair ): dang. was hoping to like eat chocolate fruits. when were sins ever healthy (!) cant wait to get mulan over and done with because it is scaring me. am getting wierd dreams of me doing moves on stage and then i start to freeze over and nobody cares they just do their own stuff and it's all blurry then i wake up.
had this wierd dream about some rich kid who was holding his phone out and letting it ring. it was ringing soso loud i thought, mebbe if i woke up it would stop. turned out to be stupid alarm clock. bah.

2005-06-27T13:01:00.000+08:00

;loony-
AM IN COM LAB 1 :D it it nice and nifty and dark. and they have new plasma coms yay! they work so fast ahaha. huijun says hi :D am bored and growing fat. it is nice and cool and nice ad cool. am bored. huijun just logges into friendster. why am i reporting what my friends do? i donch know. have bio and ss to study for. ah!

2005-06-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

;contently accomplished-
i have finished 70% of bio by myself ohyeah ohyeah :D woots. from 3 till 10 YAY. i work and work and work. i finished! happyhappyhappy. do you think lss would gimme an extension? gah. am partially confused. wanna watch smith,batman and initial D ):

2005-06-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

;-
2 more weeks to mulan!aaagh.kinda scared. gonna have camp for sec2s and 1s yayayay:D mum and dad are gone so i'm all alone ): nevermind. my legs are aching and i'm sitting straight to improve my posture. ahaha so cool. 2weeks went by so fast and i'm getting really little work done and i'm really scared that leeshanshan will yell or something if we don't get the stuff out. ohnoohnoohno

2005-06-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

today=nasty
i hate mondays. spend half hour doing stupid i/c then do stupid make up and ipsa gives up not-so-suitable make up to use which we MUST use 'cuz of sponsoring. costumes finally came. then van had to go braces-ing. and now stupid com is lagging and hanging and i can't do any thing on this machines. i can't even see the desktop. don't ask how i got in here. i need to bring homework to school again before toast-syndrome sets in.

2005-06-19T15:33:00.000+08:00

;drugged sleepy
mum came home from ingerland! she bought back sweets and shoes. and she went to istanbul and had turkish delights brought back and i asked her about the turks' ice cream. ihatehomeworkihatehomeworkihatehomework. my dog ate my homework. hawhaw. there are reasons for holidays; 1-sleep 2-slack 3-go out 4-sleep somemore 5-watch teevee 6-do random stuff 7-go jetting 8-not return to school the next day 9-more than 5 hours of sleep a day 10-catch up on undone homework from the term. NOTMOREHOMEWORK. garrrh. i am playing with ron stoppable and his dropping pants as we speak.

2005-06-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

;full-
HELLO :D am in conf room b now with sherm and jess :D they are cheering the youth forum media cheer -__- sounds lame. was at dad's office doing homework from 9 till 11. rocking ((: quite fun lah. can do wierd stuff on his com and nobody cares yeah. tang spelt backwards is gnat :D

2005-06-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

;random- hallelujah!
was raining like 10 MINUTES at bus stop and loser bus man wouldn't stop for me and forced me to go back to bus stop. LATE for cca >( runrunrun was watching tennis downstairs and dad was like hmm nice backhand, good serve blah blah and i'm going huh?! i can't tell. all i do is cheer when somebody misses to ball no matter who. have found mebbe-imaginary cellulite on legs O__o fooling arnd in cca. fishcakes and crabsticks! gaygaygay!
you can't catch me!
i'm the gingerbread man!

2005-06-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

juked: spirited away ost
;overjoyed-
ahahah :D birthdays rock. went late for cca -__-; nevermind. tang was like:oh yeah! happy birthday! haha but you're still late. then he carried on talkingtalkingtalking. yeah. then lunch went out w shimin cat and van. then cat was like haha durians! had no durians in taiwan so we bought 2 boxes. then was swinging it all the way to bus stop and we took the long way round so walked like a whole round around bukit timah plaza xD and cat kept on getting wierd calls from sherm asking about me and i'm like huh? what did i do wrong now? went back before 2 and walked into dressing room first thing i saw were the card players, then hanjing was like yiming tadaaa. and i was super pyched shocked. O_O oreo cheese cake from swiss bake! (((: started giving out cake. was kinda mushy cuz of filling and everybody was like iwantiwantiwant, yeah. so the pieces got smaller and smaller. <3 tcn esp sec1s cuz they are awfully cute and farny and sec3s! cuz you people all rock my socks :D and jess, sam, lis, elaina, vic, shiying,ali, denn, baoz for not forgetting my birthday.

2005-06-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

am sleepy. not fit. audi is way too cold to breathe properly without lungs getting pierced w cold air. was playing with 5stones in the quad after cca with cat,iffy and sam. farny. they are like 4.5kg each, and are huuuge. jess got me a b'day gift <3 i love her. got tcn jackets today! are like esprit's and the track pants looks like adidas ones except with one stripe instead of 2(?) really nice.

2005-06-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

YAY :D a3 you guys rock <333333 youth forum was a bit messy but quite fun. a3 made it all worth the while with bert and jiayi as facs so was super great. big hugs and muacks to all a3s cuz you guys like totally rocked my world when i was there, be it doing proposals or crapping around and coming up with lame names and lame ideas and telling uber lame jokes like what looks like half a loaf of bread, it's the other half! and going a great ending show w a4&5 with the orchestra/choir thing, and the star wars hokkien style. it's just great. love you guys to bits! bert, jiayi, liyi, peishan, xiao D and xiao han. great concert w everybody jumping like wackos yay! and great dancing by kong and iffy and bert and jia yi. you guys are brill :D
msn wont lemme sign in until like 11 -____-

2005-06-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

juked: barking, sam (that's my dog)
feelings: monotone. biteme. dad forced me to watch chinese movie by lee ang called eat drink man woman. it's almost like joy luck club except in chinese and they aren't in america, they're in taipei, in this really big house where everybody feels prissy and lies about everything. good show.
homework: not done. biteme. youth forum tomorrow. am not sure what reporting time is.i think its 750. not sure 'cuz councillor on phone didn't want to speak up. huh. getting up at 7. if its at 715 then too bad.

2005-06-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

happy birthday shiying! (((:
june4th! juked:howl's ost. hyperrrrr-
going filming tmrw w heets gen anni tian. yayayayayayay! cool.
it is dark outside. have not started any homework. does not seem right.
am bored.

2005-05-31T18:05:00.000+08:00

juked: somekind of wonderful, joss stone

gaaah. mum is out of singapore. supposed to go for eighters barbecue. gaaah. can't go. gaaah. nevermind. am bored and have nothing to do at home until tomorrow onwards so blahblahblah. watch me rot

2005-05-29T15:18:00.000+08:00

juked: smoothjazz.com it runs like forever and ever and ever. (even after 50 minutes it is at the start)
agh. one main objective this june: finish pride and prejudice. in the mean time, do hw while watching teevee and blahblahblah. not good objective. am not looking at m&m book which has all my homework due stuff. gaaaah. i had june even if it's birthday month.
i have a bright yellow book and i bet you i got dibs on it because it was published in 2005 and it was in the library so that means i am the first one to read it. it was like flat and clean and untouched. and i'm like ooooh yellow and shiny :D so i borrowed it. and it has a coke ringtab thing on the cover in a ring case so i thought hm nice book. lets borrow (: wujiandao tonight (((((((((: cantwaitcantwaitcantwait. monalisasmile at 9.30 gaah. is it possible to watch them at the same time?

2005-05-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

juked: trouble w love is, kelly clarkson
gaaaaah american idol 4! carrie underwood won guuuhhh. i support bo more! even though both have great voices. yeah. ugggghhhh. no fun anymore. this round's idol finalists were all really good :D okay. anw. LAST DAY TOMORROW (((((: yayayayayayayy bad thing is dad gna collect report book which is badbadbad cuz mum has conf. ugh. when he sees my marks he'll die. well i die. okay whatever. am being irritated by unknown object a b and c.

2005-05-23T14:13:00.000+08:00

random illness attack
last night i was at the sink poking at my nose because it was itchy then flooosh blood started coming out. five minutes later i looks like as if i just tried doing a john woo film while being a mummy aka blood on tissue and cheeks. bro started laughing. shoulda seen the sink was red all over with blood and blood and guess what? more blood. started bleeding agn before i went to sleep and in the morning before going out. crazy nose. on thurs nite had fever and couldn't breathe. blaaaah.

lord save us! t-shirt
goddit from cip. quite nice actl. went out with gary,kaihui,cat and huijin to pasta mania. walked around and felt guilty later because i had so little in flagday baggy and stopped before five. i still have the stickers in my bag! later on went t taka with cat and huijin and stood in middle of the 1st floor doing lame stuff like crossing our hands and blahblahblah. they always break out in random laughter.

swat&italianjob&starwars3
yay! watched swat and italian job last night on hbo! i love charlize theron and mark wahlberg and colin farrell and samuel l jackson blahblah whole cast blahblahblah. gna watch starwars3 in the afternoon yay :D

2005-05-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

hyatt-6kitchens-
toysoldiers-gorillaz-spiritedaway-
i have hit the not-supposed-to-hit scale. am angry and guilty.
my thoughts are uber disconnected. one moment i am like whee yay aahaha on something then suddenly kaBAM it turns into oh crap mulan a-coming whattodowhattodowhattodo kinda thing. mezza9 was fun. chocolate=$12++ kinda went out w iffy,shiying and xinyi to taka to get pineapple paste and spices for iffy's lets-go-home-and-i-cook experience. then went over to m&s w iffy and found percy the pig and bag of toffee. i am being stupid by paying 4.30 for a bag of gummies. exorbitant price for 200g. gaah. i am redundant. my money spends itself. just thought of gorillaz's song and i like that ahahahaha bit by then rapper. nice mtv. my nose is flu-ey but nothing comes out and it's gross because when it does come out it's like water so it's liquidy and seeps thru tissue and blah. gross.

2005-05-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

-potpourri ace

i am being stupid. yay. sabbats are fun! whee! cooking french and japanese and tmrw we will go to the hyatt,mezza9 which is like 10 minutes away from my house.k.anw am getting kinda freaked out by how many tickets people are buying. everybody (almost) in class is gna watch theatre club perform mulan. its going crazy x)
THEATRE CLUB NANYANG PRESENTS
MULAN
8-9 JULY
SIEWMAYAUDITORIUM
TICKETS ARE PRICED AT $10 (FREE SEATING)

there is nice pic of vic somewhere previously on shimin's blog. is gone. nvm.

2005-05-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

juked: seikai no yakusoku, howl's ost

i have still not found nice cargoes since like ages. found nice gray top with blue flower thingo on it though. nice :D found love actually vcd! yay! bought it. then went into some cd shop tryingta find inyusha and the guy was so nerd i was like urgh even if have (which they did) i won't buy it. and it was like 20 bucks for 10 episodes and theres hmm 200 over? yeah. no money. saving to buy pressies for like everybody in the whole wide world ~~yeah right~~ did lettertoeditor then watched love actually for 2 hours till dinner got cold. had sushi and tako in red sauce. ohmigosh so nice :D i love the japanese. there was this thing i bought and its like a soup in a cracker kinda thing. so you poke a hole into this 7x7cm light biscuit thingy then pour water into it and squueze some paste into the bowl and then fwwoooosh you get miso soup. so cool! but was quite ex. like 5 bucks for this packety thingy but it was not bad. everything inside the biscuit blows up like 5 times the dehydrated size and the biscuit becomes taupok :D

2005-05-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

today was a good day :D the giant nunu banner came up at three!and cat and yixin looked so cool. cat was like so chio. i always thought she was (: and yixin looked like some shinhwa group member and shumin looked like bono dao-ness (: ahhh so cool. whole thing is huge in the quad. so on monday morning when we watch the flag go up i'll prolly stare at the banner and not at the flag and not sing (: ahaha. good publicity!
no more tuition for me evereverever (((: no more chinese tuition. it was better last yr but not this yr cuz we don't follow the syllabus anymore so we jumpandjumpandjump so jiang doesn't help. save my mum her money! the white band got ugly cuz the ink stuck to it and wont come off even after i erased it and washed it with soap(!)
MULAN 8-9 JULY. TICKETS AT $10 OPEN TO ALL.BUY AND SUPPORT MULAN AND TCN (: promoting mulan like crazy. going round to random people: are you going to watch mulan -add suspicious face- at least most of my class is going! yay! i love my class it totally rocks even though rahshidah is our formteacher.

2005-05-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

i am being a good person by helping den burn soundtracks. hmph den better be happy. today was a stupid day. i am practically flunking almost everything 4/20 for bio prac. whatever can. %*&!$**&! ohmigod. i hate leeshanshan and her stupid way of reading words like ee-sow-phaae-gurss. was pissed with somebody today for being very irritating and egoistic. like hello i got 82! wow heets got 80! i got higher than her! WOW what a surprise -____-; ahahaa den's ost burn slow. lousy roxio and wmp. hmph. foul mood till got home. then i told mum my neck was hurting and she said got do this and that. then i said i'm taking yoko and she said fine. just dont mess the car up. like finneee.

2005-05-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going through post test trauma. felt really bad and was mulling over results for like whole day when i hardly care per-normal. got stupid lousy grades. am lowest bottomest of class i hate myself. went for cca which practically killed me. was sweating like crazy, my pores were working overtime O.o; i lay on the audi floor for like 3 minutes and then you can practically see a layer of water on the place where i lay. had this sheen of sweat on my legs so lis thought i was shiny --; came home watched telly ate, bathed read anime book of sister's and i started weeping and sobbing at the end because it was awesomely touching. gosh. and tears started to prick at my eyes in the middle but i just couldn't or else i might get the book wet then my sister would go ballistic. i am a pathetic weeny.

2005-05-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

ctrl+alt+del
(: stupid csm --; i passed maths! tang killed my legs on fri flibbertigibbit. saw kaiyi and gav on strts of orchard doing flag day. they didn't gimme a sticker so i took one from guoying (: yay. wore my classtee arnd singapore, well to piano class and to orchard lib where saw ning and xueen. (: after csm went out with yixin,seline n nerissa to unknown place behind centrepoint for delish lunch then went home and mum said i had to bath or else i could just go die. fine. then prac-ed piano till 2.15 missed two 111 buses to piano house but was only 5 minutes late! i think mum is gna lemme quit tuition. omg i am so happy but that means i hae to take the bus home on fri evenings which is kerbleaaaagh. gaah.

2005-05-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

i was smelly like 10 minutes ago. then i bathed! my brother is coming up with stupid names like paris,penelope,arome,emily for my english name. BAGHDAD right. hi, i am currently crystalline, no reika. -_________-" he has way too much free time.
had 5 stations today! i scored A for standing broad jump. omg it has been a long time since i've seen an A for it, say... since p5? uhhuh. whatever. doing inclined pullups, shimin was like, 6,7,8,9, ok thanks end. it was like 15secs left? i did that too! but till 11 so i have a B yay! now it's 2.4km tmrw. lets hope it's okay. yixin walked last run but go 14.50 which is pro! yay. i'm gna be another yixin :D yixin rocks. ilubeu yixin <3

2005-04-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

shiying is unreputably the most gorgeous bikini aloe vera i have ever set my eyes on. we spent 3 and a half hours making aloe vera, so be proud threefive or i'll smack you! quite lovely except brushes are are covered in green paint, the guy doing teeshirts was not in, and i still have piano on this saturday. aaaagh. i think i'm getting better at maths (: oh yes, the wmp icon has been replaced by the chicken invaders icon. bwaha.

2005-04-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

juked: hoshi wo nona shounen, howl's OST
i am getting sick of howl's moving castle esp when siblings start playing it everytime you switch on the com. but its great and relaxing. i re-did my specs slim in like half an hour due to music ((: was watching incredibles dvd. omg they have tons of mega cool footage and all, and they have this jackjack attack which is super cute! and the person who voices edna mode is the director whose a guy ahaha brad bird. and there was this song that some guy was singing: there's an 8000 pound gorilla, who has red haaair. and when's he flaming lalalalala :D very farny. i still love takuya kimura. obssesive nature is getting the better of me. am in love w lijie because she is awfully cute <33 hmmm not that great actl.
we did popiahs today and it was fun. i thought the edges would leak or break. we are in the guiness book of world records yay! have stupid psgl crap tmrw --; ohmigod i seriously wanna quite like now.nownownow.

2005-04-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

AAHAHA ilubeu theatre <3 x20498754239058734598745 ahahah (: i am so happy, delighted,fizzling, because we got a lovely gold :D was like running out of drama store w sherm then suddenly heard everybody screaming then i also scream then heard from cat we got gold then i started jumping and screaming ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ran into audi with everybody else and started being wackos and then hugged cat while jumping and screaming and i bit my cheek =x then later on i think i started hyperventilating cuz sam was like, eh ming you okay or not. breathe slowly. and we aren't allowed to cry so we didn't but everybody was super flushed (: hugged like everybody and everybody was super dee duper delighted.
and we had sports day before that so i was screaming then and everybody was kinda blurred out but super nice and all. yup that day was seriously omg good. after the hugging thing started movements agn and came up with this whole set of stuff with lisabel which is really nice i think it rocks because it's super nice, well i think it is. then dance girls had this buffet thingy set out and we started taking their drinks (: they came out later and started watching us and they started copying the carry-me-around idea which is stupid. they might get a new choreographer guy! (i think) there were tons of food leftover so vic started eating alotalot and i was like O.o; no thanks, i feel like puking because everybody was like panting and all. we had all super cool moves. yeah. i love nunus and gens <3

2005-04-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

juked: holiday, green day
lalalalalalalala. hey! -grin- greenday has wacko songs which are so politically inclined. somehow. esp american idiot. i like the remix w oasis. it was so cool. today was farny. abit. firstly lugged heavy plastic bag w hat inside and sees cat so passes it to her. goddit back during lunch and saw ros with her as usual. and we started crapping arnd with mah nice hat(: then went back and saw ingham and eliza. -shock- and eliza was like eeeeemiiiiiing. blaaahahahah. and i watched ingham passing eliza some stuffstuff and it was stupid graphics calc which is like a stupid 185bucks --; stupidly expensive stupid calc. then was wearing the hat throughout 3rd lang and pesky rgs girls weren't there. only those were pesky,usually the other rgs girls are pretty nice. like feefee (: but quite farny. and i might get to go into underground caves to see glow worms and sleep in snow. omg that sounds so fun.

2005-04-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

i just watched the takuya kimura show on u!:D actually it was an hour ago but omg still in love with him. i like his hair (: the ogawa lady is from battle royale which yixin promises to show me but haven't yet. and i have a takuya pic in my phone <3333 i still love him alot. bwahha i'm just being possessive. at one time, i really really like felton, now i do still, but not that much. i like tony leung x) cca today was crap no running no nothing and had a splitting migraine thru most of it. most fun was trying to get all nunus into costumes and gear and everything. i have the hat cat! :D

2005-04-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

juked: shizuka na omoi, howl's moving castle OST
that was like 27seconds long.superb 27seconds (: i love the OST. and it is like joe hisaishi is pro. just watched the jap show that has kimura takuya in it. omg i am in love with him for now <333 hmm mmm. married. too bad.
syf was today! firstly i screwed up 2nd sound cue and everybody just blabbing just hoping that it doesn't cost us our gold our else i just might cry ;-; anw, had good time. acs i was infront of us and they spent like ages getting props ready and pretty much laughable. and they have elaborate props --; kinda freaked out at start. then went into the control room and this big guy followed us and i thought he looked like a dj x) but anw, it was all okay. some lights pretty screwed cuz acb is just crap anw. there was this guy who was applauding madly after the show. like cla-clapclapclaclaclaclap kinda thing. scene changes noisy like hell. gerrrdump thingo. but actors pretty good. tang was coughing like mad. then i still had to go for 3rd lang and spent halfanhour trying to get an eff-ing slot for interview like lkausgdmnadfblakf ): and woman said:you theeenk you can just waltz in and change your bloody interview time. HELLO whatever you racist pig-oid -_______- and we told you 2.50 slot you say nonononononono then later ok yeah. just 2.50 like omg what was going through your head like 10 minutes ago. gaaaah

2005-04-17T13:44:00.000+08:00

juked: kuchu sanpo (whatever that means), howl's moving castle OST
howl's moving castle OST <33333 x 192450984759487325453879324 :D it is like uber nice! and i'm like wheeee super dee duper yay kinda thing! and i started crying when watching the movie. then when i'm listening to the music i'm reading chrono crusade which is really super sad and i start crying all over again. hmm touchy.
had some punjabi dinner in little india last night which was really nice and they were playing sclub7 in the toilets (: in the end, before you left you ate some funny minty thingy which is really tangy and sweet and bro was like: i taste an indian which is veryvery mean.
comparing butts and music during theatre in the morning. very tired.

2005-04-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

oh my god where am i finding the time to do this. i should be mugging like some pyscho nut. i don't know how anybody finds time. i am gonna split my head today. i was like: let's all walk the quad with the pacifiers! yay! and sec2 were like, ohmigod don't torture us you nut. finefine. AGH. i think i might puke. i was like SHUTUP stupid old bald freak. its not like as if i have a choice. i need to do it. i am NOT quitting just because of stupid syf. if you wanna get the sec4s. i am like crew? theres only a limit to what we can do, the rest are handed over to the others. so like bug off you freak. syf is on mon. fine. can't i at least watch the show after? cas is innit, bet you don't care. but she's been like my best friend for ages okay? and she's good. better than me anyway. why can't we watch? what lose our concentration? if we can't do by now, don't expect us to jump 100% more in a few days because it is impossible. can't wait for this crap to be over.

These things which I so often wonder
This need to create myself
Frustration forgotten through slumber

2005-04-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

cip rocks lah (: it is like super fun and even though mum was like ivy singh-lim tricked you into buying 6buck organic banana cake. so overpriced blahblahblah and some political blahblah. lame can. as if i needed to know. actl, farm is kinda boring and the old ladies were like blahblahblah seen it, done that but den and i were taking this nice chinese old man who had a bad leg and understood english. and he was really nice and there was this indian man who told tiannie about male and female banana trees thru the leaves and the stems and i was like whoaaaa cuz that was like very cool. they were my favs for that day. very happy. then when we went back on to the bus, the indian man sat right at the back and the aunties sat in the front and i was like DISCRIMINATION so we started waving furiously at the indian man which seriously made his day and to the badleg guy but kinda like stopped waving at the aunties. yeah. and we had fries and all and blahblah. yeah. very fun. and then shumin says that generals did like all thier moves and i'm like O.o; great. now i'm done for. fine hmph. bubble popper

2005-04-03T12:47:00.000+08:00

i think imma crazy. what kinda pyscho will say that she did it when she didn't. this one here. fine. if nobody doesn't wanna say anything then i'll just say that i did it and hope this whole thing blows over because i think it's stupid that the person got into so much crap for saying stupid stuff. and i think this whole thing is like waaaay outta the actual dimensions, everything is blown outta proportion. on monday, if nobody says nothing and he's still one everybody's behind, i'll just say i did it. it saves everybody's skin doesn't it?
anw, yesterday was stupid because of hsk and then the library didn't have anything to borrow and gen forgot to gimme back mah ezlink card so i spent 2bucks on busfares for 3 trips -________- then on way home bro says let's go shopping! i need to spend away 300 hundred bucks the sports council gave me! let's go now! so had to go taka and wisma then pacific plaza to get a pair of 80buck boardshorts in khaki colour with this minute sign: RIPCURL like whatever can. 80 wasted bucks. you could have gotten me like 3 tops from zara! like hellooooo or something from stussy you know.

2005-03-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

evelyn says i'm mostly nice and adoring but i can turn people off practically anything if i turn nasty, angry, pms-y and end up something like mr kuo and a mix with a person just went on a 20yr long boat trip with a crew of cussy sailors. hokay. that doesn't sonud really good but evelyn says that i should be more mature and stop thnking about food all the time because it makes me fat. i'm trying to put on weight! put on 500g and i'm like yay!
agh. tomorrow is a stupid day even though i usually adore it. because there's jiang which means i get to see eliza and dee :D and audrey and feefee and deb. yep. and there's cca tmrw which is very good. bad thing is STUPID SCIENCE CONF AT THAT STUPID HIGH SCHOOL ACROSS THE ROAD FROM US -___________- i will be with 20 odd girls plus a group of blardy geeky twerps from youknowwhere. not good. not good at all. i wanna go back to physics so i don't fail ): stupid me. i hate myself

2005-03-29T22:02:00.001+08:00

ron stoppable and kim possible are on my table :D they are so cute is a plastic kinda way. and my legs aren't hurting! omg, i hope they don't tmrw. we were flying today and then crash-thud-boom land. my phone refuses to die so i don't wanna recharge it ): i saw eliza today w lovely new braces, she doesn't wanna smile so she looks like a monkey, but a very cute monkayye. the kaya is horrible. i don't wanna see it anymore. it is crystallizing like crazy and it looks as if it's got spots or fungas ): very gross. the smell is yuck. oh yes, no more visit to zhenghua sec! which means i don't miss maths! which means lower percentage of me failing! yay! i am decidedly happy because i had cca today, can't wait for friday! omg there's passionata speech tmrw, die.

2005-03-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

2005-03-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

it's best i kept my feet on the ground

darling, i love you alot, i think you know that, but not enough to run outta my house to sembawang to watch an easter concert and most importantly to give you a huge pillar of support against you-know-who. plus, you knew my parents were mad at me to go. i hoped you had fun (:
john rzeznik is from googoodolls! omg! dang, i didn't know. no wonder the songs sounded almost the same. nice voice. husky, raspy, whatever. i made kaya for chem proj today! it turned harder and harder. then i sat to watch the telly. and then did chem project, looks kinda wierd but alte-funky.
half the cookie is in my tummy, half the cookie is in my tummy, half the cookie is in my tummy, so goodbye to your cookie.

2005-03-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

I could have danced all night
and still have begged for more
ow.bro's butt is hot.just sat on seat which he sat for 20 minutes. 30 more minutes to brand new day! yay!
thursday was fun. went for guzheng concert. bought 5 flowers and ended up giving em to wrong people. rofl. tania went home too early. -smack her- went with iffy and they made us line up O.o; of course we didn't, we went in after everybody did and sat on the black box. :D and tang said: where's your pride? up my jacket sleeve. my band (: we are good! i'm wearing it now. iffy didn't bring hers and tang thought she did so we purposefully walked past him and iffy flicked her hair and i started laughing before we even went round him :D was talking during show on box.something about wristsbands, joshuas, people.after the show, heard tang on phone: kay, meet you round the back. eve was like oooh! might be gf! so we stalled a bit then stalked him and it turns out to be mr ng --; uber lame. xiang ting got round pokety flowers which she promptly gave out breaking a few hearts. hurhurs, they deserved it. then went home :D
today was funner (: i have a red neck. walking round esplanade and then raffles then to victoria and merlion and stalling for mrs field's and wonky pictures and especially touring museum for free is not good for legs and skin if hot day. we were comparing circ. of legs in mirror and sales girl was staring wierdly.
started at paragon watching girls dancing and i thought one was a man O.o; so unfarny. ran across road to mrt to go victoria theatre.(saw rachel au yong) took nice shots and then saw stamford and anni started to qing ting dian shui-ing in the pool and this lil kid tried to follow us. muahahah :D very farny. then we waltzed on queen lizzie's walk, which was unknown to us at point of time, shot esplanade and volkswagen car, very cool, met heets and went to mrs fields for big muffins. Sat down to eat before almost puking stuff out when started doing farny stuff we installion pieces like learning backwards. did indian tree w pole, tried to qing ting dian shui but security guard got us off, posed flat on sound of music board before being serious.
went to queen lizzie's walk, heets got ice cream, wanted to pose with icecream man but gang of unruly mats came up to buy so we went off. tiannie started telling us about hare lips and fishes, then we walked under pass and took more shots, beagle peed on side before running to owner w/o pausing to say hi to us ): took more farny shots with bronze kids statue before being sprayed of sea water by merlion. fancy. tourists=234598764258764. we waved at some in the boat, they waved back :D walked in wrong direcn for awhile, anni got 2nd ice cream, walked to parliament house and saw councillor w softballers, i always forget her name. was approached by 2china ladies(i think) on how to go to xindacheng which turns out to be suntec, see peixi and peirong seperately, 1minute before the other, went to arts museum (:
fooled around looking in galleries.we paid ~~not~~. didn't see the fat guy artiest, botero. went round to oldchunky at fareast later to find no goreng pisang, then to youth park which is 309872459875times dead. stupid wackos were staring at us ): underage smoking. BUAHA. then we broke up ): gentianheets to bus stop, anniandme to mrt. was walking slowly so could reach tuition slower. stalled at every moment. even like putting in money in ez-link card. over shot (purposely) to raffles w anni then took train back to bugis. eliza called me to hurry up. she sounded farny :D. so went over and eliza started talking realleh fast blahblahblah and we started laughing like crazy people, then kim wakerman walked in ~~outofpoint~~ and we started talking somemore.watched some wuxiaxiaoshuo which was pretty cool. like flying alot and gory scenes quite nice.
found out that maria might smoke!and deborah sailed too! no wonder she looked so familiar. and we confessed to dee that she is very pretty and told her not to worry bout om stuff cuz tang is pro and will bring em o'er and get them their nice shiny trophy (: then went og w bro to get shirt, irritating brother --; and mum came over and we started talking rapidly in english about the trousers and shirts and salesgirl/man got kinda scared and thought we didn't understand chinese and we talking even more. dad trying to get samsonite bag, so i went to buy stuff at food isle but to no avail. i had no money ): then we came home. yay. had dinner w eggs then sat to watch ending of sad,love,tragic,affair story on vcd starring julianne moore and ralph fiennes(!) yay.

2005-03-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

i scraped my knees when i was the monkey. aahh. eems gets scratched in whatever she does. its true! i have huge aw che on knee. hurts like hell when i bath. i practically bite my lip and the inside of my mouth to stop me from screaming. got another or Rleg on shin trying to climb up stage and whacked shin. ow. legs are pathetic still. my butt hurts like no tomorrow either. stupid chun tians and fei shans. -cue loud grumble-
~~and i thought the band today was -____-""~~hope nobody gets hurt.

2005-03-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

ahh! legs feel like retardded jelly. hopping is inexpensive but painful. hopping on one leg for 30 minutes is just torture. but fun :D i like stepping alternate tiles with iffy yay!
was being retardded in class during sia time. like walking arnd class going hi! i'm in discus and javelin! i think i'll run with the discus yay! and pulling shiying's bra strap. cat says that she aims for her bra strap when she walks up to cat. aahahaha (: so funny. my feet hurt

2005-03-19T21:33:00.001+08:00

i plop myself infront of the telly and munch on cookies and chips and i don't put on weight. there is seriously something wrong with me. is there like a worm in my stomach. hello i like need stuff to put on weight so i can gain some muscles --; i watch waaaay too much telly, owe passionata 12 entries or so, haven't started annotating poem or doing socratic seminar speech, am not putting on any weight, am practically i failure at sounds&music so i'm practically pretty much dead. just shoot me